I got Mr. Stuart! Ha, take that Peanut butter! You suck! Cheese is so the way to go!

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Anybody missing a grey stuart little? You can have him back!

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Please pray for Chris's Uncle Guy. A few months ago, Guy was diagnosed with tumors in his brain. It was a total surprise, and he was immediately terminal. Chris's Mom just hopped on a plane to Hawaii, where Guy and his wife Gay, and their Older kids live. Guy was recently put into a home, and isn't expected to make it through the week. So please pray for his family! They could really use the support.

God has blessed us with many things, and many people don't see that. The news this week has been so down, that it is hard to lift anything up. All the wild fires in California have made so many homeless. Please pray for them. There was actually a reporter who was being video taped while he was explaining that his house was one fire behind him, and describing the rooms. It was so sad. Just know that God is with everyone. It may not be so noticable to some, but He really is there, giving you every breath, every moment to spend with your family, or even by yourself. I am so happy to find Him in everything I do. God loves, heals, and forgives. Don't ever forget that.

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As I was returning from Nashville, yes sadly, I got to thinking. I didn't want to come home. No one does really, want to drive 7 hours away from the one they love. So I realized that my home hasn't felt like a home, and it was startling enough to me that while I was with Chris, it felt like home. So, now I am home, but away from my home. Chris, you are my home. I miss hugs, I miss kisses, I miss everything. Yes, already.

God is my shelter, and my refuge, and He gave me Chris to be my home.

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I am in Nashville! The drive didn't take me as long as I thought it would, though it was still really long. I can already tell that I am not looking forward to the drive back... I had motive to come here, so the drive went by fast, but I don't want to go home... so that is going to be on LONG drive! I am stuck, right now, in Chris's apartment, waiting for him to get back from school. I am bored. I thought I would clean alittle bit, but I decided that maybe I shouldn't move their stuff... I got here at about 6:15. about 2 hours earlier than I thought I would. I knew it wouldn't take me 8 hours, but I wasn't expecting to get here that early. I am just so thankful that I got here safely! Thank you, God! I am also thankful that I get to spend this time with Chris. So far it has been great. we watched T.V., he made lasagna (which was amazing by the way), and we got to snuggle. So I am one happy person right now. I couldn't wait for this fall break! I am so ready for him to be home though... I am bored. I have done all the homework available for me, so I am just trying to watch t.v. and kill time. Though time is a hard one to kill! Anyways, well I hope everyone's week is going swell. Mine has just picked up!

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HAPPY FOUR YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO CHRIS AND I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There are so many better things that I could be doing right now besides being so F***ing angry. I don't want to be angry, I didn't want things to turn out like this. This shouldn't be like this, and it was a lost cause. I said it, yeah, I thought I could save it, but it was a lost cause all along. So freakin betrayed by someone who I thought was a friend. I bet they are thinking the exact same thing. But ya know, all they had to do was respect me, and treat me like a friend, no different, and then maybe things wouldn't have turned out this way. I need someone to talk to. Chris is in the woods for 3 days, and I am just stewing here. This is rediculous. Plain childish, and stupid. Don't people have respect anymore, or did the Devil get rid of it completely?

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ALl just speedbumps in the road, but it is just so hard to not feel betrayed!

New job...

I work 3:30 to close... I hope that isn't too late!

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Well anyways. Today, so far is much better than yesturday! Things are progressing, surprisingly! I just hope everything I asked will be taken care of. it is just a work in progress...

I am tired, exhausted, and stressed from this drawn out process, it should have been fixed months ago. Maybe shouldn't have even started. It was just so hard to tell then.

My New Ipod should be here tomorrow! I bought a new one, because my 4 year old one decided to start to deteriorate... I won't elt me add any new songs onto it, and it has 12 gigs open, so that is strange. It also makes a clicking noise when it is trying to be read, which is of course the harddrive starting to fail. It also makes the song skip. So, it is rather frustrating how fast electronics can die, I have taken really good care of it. I only dropped in once, and all that happend to it was a scuff on the top, that was 4 years ago. So it has lasted SO LONG. I am really glad with teh choice I made though, with my new one. I was really interested in the touch ipod, but it was just unreasonable. Also If i was going to get a touch ipd i woulnd have waited a few months for the price to drop about 100 dollars, and i was in need of one now. I only say i was "in need" now, because I am heading to Nashville and back in a couple of weeks. and it is too dangerous to be messing with C.D's in my care, especially since my 6 disc changer under my passenger seat is malfunctioning, and hasn't worked for two year. So it was a need to get me through the trip! thought I still wish it wasn't as expensive. But I got a good one!

Well... this day should have gone better...

I wish I could be a MSU right now, but I am traped in my house, because of people helping my roommate move out. Oh, those people are her Mom, and I think maybe her aunt. They are not only parked right behind me, but parked in my yard, that I just re-seeded. So they aren't only blocking me, but ruining part of my lawn that is trying to grow...

Why is it so hard to get along, and respect people, and their property?
I have much more to say, but it is not appropriate for me to say it at all.

Keep the faith.