Boy, time has flown since I last wrote. I feel so unmotivated to write anything though. I have been over worked by school, and stress. 6 tests this week alone. Chris's and my wedding is now only 8 months away! That is really exciting. Last night we got to talking about things that have always sort of bothered me. It seems that I can't always remember things that people do for me. It isn't that I want to forget, it is just Stress, and my life gets in the way of seeing just how much something has changed. I have alot of things that distract me from that I suppose. I know someone has changed, and has done alot for me. Sometimes it isn't about projects, or gifts though. I feel I have changed in a big way. I know he has too. There are just dome things that are going really slow, and we both know it. I am in no way trying to change anything, just trying to enlighten, and make it at least tolerable. I suppose this issue is done. I just have nothing else on my mind I want to talk about.

I know you do things for me. Always. I am sorry I feel like sometimes you don't. It isn't because you don't try, it is just life is getting in the way right now. Too much stress, too much on my plate, and sometimes yours. Too much time apart doesn't help either. It is stressful being apart, and being together. I just hope that once it is may, things can look up. Finally being able to be together forever, instead of feeling forever apart. Finally being able to be on our own together, and rely on each other for real. It will feel so nice to just be together, and not have a date of when we have to leave each other again. These years of being apart really sucked, and I am tired, and don't want to do it anymore.

Keep the faith.

P.S. I love you.