Boy, what an eventful day it was yesturday. Yesturday was Chris's and my 5 year anniversary of dating. Just about 7 more to go till we get married! It was alittle uneventful since we are waiting to celebrate anything until I get to Nashville tomorrow. Pray that I get there safely.

Also, I had a good friend tell me that she is backing out on me for being a bridesmaid. It is not that I didn't see it coming, but the way she did it was completely rude and just wrong. Something was wrong to begin with when we first had to beg her to be one. She may not be the type to be a bridesmaid, but she was a great friend of Chris's before I even met him, so we both thought it would be a great choice. She called me yesturday and proceeded to tell me that she didn't feel right about it. That we had grown farther apart over the years, an that it was Chris's and my fault for never calling her. Need me remind everyone this is the person that Chris and I usually always called when he was in town, and she never either answered or called up back. SO for her to tell me that I never called, and never came over was a big shock. When I told her I did, she told me I was wrong. She proceeded to tell me that I didn't mention to her that Chris was in town last week for his fall break. First of all, it isn't my job to contact all of our friends when he is in town. We didn't have time to hang out with anyone while he was here. Especially Why would I call someone who has failed to return our phone calls for the past 3 years. She also said that we could have stopped by, and again I am thinking "why would we stop by when we have before and no one was there?" It is so frustrating to me that I am getting blamed for this. When ever Chris and I want to hang out with Friends, she used to be the first person to call, and when she didn't answer or call us back, we moved on to someone else. Why is it suddenly on my shoulders to appease her. It was rude, it was uncalled for ,and it hurt. If you didn't want to be apart of the wedding in the first place you shouldn't have agreed to begin with. Thanks.

Why do things have to be so complicated, and wrong.

Keep the faith.